10:30 PM

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It's been a while I haven't updated this blog..
I'm kind of a bit busy with so many things..
I'm so sorry my dear blog..
For not visiting you..
Now..
I visit you..
Are you happy??
Please be happy ya.. :)  
The 7th week of lecture is going to end soon.. 
This means.. The Practicum will start soon.. very soon... 
Argghh... 
I don't want it..
I don't want it..
I don't want it..
Please..Please..Please.. 
Can I skip this stage?
And I promise I'll come after 10 weeks.. :) 
Sure I can't... 
Never mind.. 
I need to face all these.. 
It's been almost 6 years.. 
6 years of doing so many things..
6 years of learning so many things.. 
Now.. 
It's time to apply it into the classroom.. 
I know.. 
it'll be totally different..
All this while.. 
I just dealt with theories.. 
I just dealt with papers.. 
And this time.. 
I need to deal with human.. 
I need to deal with children.. 
I need to deal with real world situation.. 
Yes..It definitely will be different.. 
When it comes to this stage..
I started to think.. 
I started to reflect.. 
Am I capable to be a teacher? 
Am I capable to teach the students? 
Am I capable to handle the classroom situation? 
Am I capable of doing this? Am I capable of doing that? 
So many thoughts.. 
Therefore.. 
I take all these as a challenge.. 
I need to face it.. 
By hook or by crook.. 
I have to face it.. 
I can't avoid it..
Oh practicum.. 
You've made me so nervous.. 
Hurrmmm.... 
 p/s: I wanna enjoy to the fullest for this week..
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12:06 AM

Keampunan

Ya Allah..
Aku bermohon kepada-Mu..
Kau ampunkanlah dosa2 ku..
Aku telah banyak berbuat dosa kpd-Mu..
Dengan limpah dan rahmat-Mu..
Aku sujud memohon keampunan dari-Mu..
Hanya kpd-Mu aku berserah..

Ya Allah..
Aku memohon perlindungan dari-Mu..
Kau lindungi lah aku dr syaitan yg direjam..
Kau lindungi lah aku dr bisikan2 syaitan..
Kau lindungi lah aku dari anasir2 jahat..
Kau lindungi lah aku dari musuh2ku..

Ya Allah..
Sesungguhnya aku insan yg lemah..
Aku lemah kerana tidak dpt menahan ujian-Mu..
Sesungguhnya ujian-Mu ku rasakan amatlah berat..
Namun..
Aku sedar..
Aku sedar bahawa ada org lain yg lebih hebat ujiannya..
Aku memohon ke hadrat-Mu..
Kau kuatkan lah hatiku..
Kau teguhkan lah imanku..
Supaya aku dpt menempuh ujian-Mu..
Ujian-Mu yg ku tempuh hampir selama 15 tahun ini..

Ya Allah..
Sesungguhnya..
Kau lah yg Maha Mengampun lagi Maha Mengasihani..
Hanya kpd-Mu aku berserah..
Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin..

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